It's hard to see when all you see is dark.

Im in a place I've never been before and I'm definately losing headway. I try to keep on the flashlight. I try to keep that explorers' sense of direction but it's all just escaping me. I've always thought I was so smart, so simple, so ready for it all. And now life has thrown more at me than I ever expected and I'm finding that I'm not such a smartypants afterall. I'm headstrong for sure and I know I'll make it through this but I can't help but feel like a fish out of water, like I'm out of my expertise. Maybe this is when I realize that I just don't have an expertise. Maybe this is where I face the music and say to myself "Who the hell do you think you are?" And maybe it's time that I answer honestly and simply respond "I'm no more than anyone else."