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The past week has been a blur and somehow, I remember every single painstaking moment of it. I've lost my sense of direction, if I ever had one, and I'm desperately trying to find it again. I promised I wouldn't hurt him...I promised I'd love him through and through and I didn't keep that promise. There's nothing in the world I want more than to be back in his arms right now...telling him how sorry I am and how much I love him and proving to him that we can be all that we thought we would in the beginning. I'd give anything for that.