I've got to start just saying it.

I am so bad at holding things in, letting things slide, and backing down on what I think and believe in general.

I love this about myself....why am I letting this happen now?

On another note, I have to buy a new car. This is both exciting and terrifying. I found the one I want....hopefully that beaut is still there when Momma Bear gets home from Michigan.

I have gone through so damn much lately.....and by lately I mean the last couple of years. I'm not letting myself get caught up anymore....I'm not going to give myself up for anyone. Not anymore.

I am what I am. I like it that way....and if someone else doesn't....I don't really need them anyway.